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Its really been a great day. Nothing Earth shattering happened..just so grateful for what I DO have.  Alanon has given me this gift.  My sponsor always says to start and end my day with a gratitude...

I opened the filing cabinettoday. PapersandpapersandpapersErupted like a volcanooran avalanche offlimsy snow. Sorting piles beacuseIm disorganizedand overwhelmedand need some tranquility and...

 Pretty low key day.  I only had one patient scheduled this afternoon, so went in for my one appointment and that was it. I was able to leave Jax with my dad so he could chill out and relax today....

 So, I still have not heard anything back from my ex husband. He is back int he states on leave.  One would think that he would call his son when he arrived home.  No phone call, just ridiculous...

Today was a bit of a reprieve...much better than the last 2.  Im trying to turn it over and just let go of the fear that creates my blocks.My son was invited to play atone of his friends house today...

My heart is achey today   :( Thats all....

Its been a while, a long while. I left for many reasons, I need to in order to get to the core of my healing.  In many ways, I was holding myself hostage with situations, and people, and DS.  It...

My heart is a wee bit achy tonight....I just miss him..... so so so much.....Most days I push through just fine, but I guess its just one of those nights.I was folding laundry and remember something...

I JUST HEARD THE BEST NEWS EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BABY IS COMING HOME FROM OVERSEAS A MONTH EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM DOWN TO THE...

over the last 2 days, i have been brought some really wonderful lessons.im sitting here today after a 2 day conversation with a close friend...  we have been blessed enough to have the same...

LOL   One of my friends sent this to me.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34CXcgJURbg THIS GUY IS A VIETNAM VET AND LOOKS IDENTICAL IDENTICAL IDENTICAL... TO MY EX HUSBAND....  HOLY SHIT.........

The past few days have been a whirlwind,for sure.Work has been super busy.The entire family was here for dinner, as they are every Sunday.Yesterday afternoon I was invited to speak at the recruiting...

I dont know how to take this.... honesty and input greatly appreciated. "Im sorry I couldnt reply sooner, I was interupted yesterday for a minor blackout. Which is part of the overall problem. I...

Im the girl who is glued to her cell phone 24/7, in the event that it should ring.My heart stops when I hear it chime, wondering if it is you. It goes everywhere with me...  in the bathroom just...

Very busy day...and I didnt even "work" today.My Jeep needed some work, so I did get that done today.  Clouds and sun..taking turns all day, but thankfully it didnt rain while we were working.The...