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As a Reiki practitioner...my family is so quick to judge my work.  I know that it is because of fear, and that they dont understand it.  i get this and accept it.Kind of a funny blessing today.......

Im being a whiney little girl...Im sorry...so close, yet so far away.What a week.Jay was supposed to be home this weekend, and hes not.Yesterday was my official divorce anniversary.and Im GRATEFUL...

Just got an email from Jay at 5 am...He says its been a really bad week. They lost their XO in an IED attack on Tuesday  :( :(      XO  was only 25 yrs old and has a 1 yr old daughter named...

Got a very quick " Im ok,  I love and miss you"  call from Jay this morning. :)  I can BREATHE again.   We didnt get to talk long, but the 2minutes to hear his voice and know that he is safe and...

OMG    I cant take the news anymore..... Ignorance is bliss when it comes to war... Yet its not.... How do I find the balance in this?!!!   My heart hurts.... And the fear monster has kicked...

Wow what a day..... I had a few clients scheduled today, work was busy. The gentleman that I saw this morning....my heart goes out to him. He cried and cried and cried during his session.  I told...

I woke up this morning to hear that a helicopter carrying 31 American troops was shot down in Afghanistan today.And I just want to cry. Ugh.  I know my bf is safe...he is not in that region, THANK...

Its really been a great day. Nothing Earth shattering happened..just so grateful for what I DO have.  Alanon has given me this gift.  My sponsor always says to start and end my day with a gratitude...

I opened the filing cabinettoday. PapersandpapersandpapersErupted like a volcanooran avalanche offlimsy snow. Sorting piles beacuseIm disorganizedand overwhelmedand need some tranquility and...

 Pretty low key day.  I only had one patient scheduled this afternoon, so went in for my one appointment and that was it. I was able to leave Jax with my dad so he could chill out and relax today....

 So, I still have not heard anything back from my ex husband. He is back int he states on leave.  One would think that he would call his son when he arrived home.  No phone call, just ridiculous...

Today was a bit of a reprieve...much better than the last 2.  Im trying to turn it over and just let go of the fear that creates my blocks.My son was invited to play atone of his friends house today...

My heart is achey today   :( Thats all....

Its been a while, a long while. I left for many reasons, I need to in order to get to the core of my healing.  In many ways, I was holding myself hostage with situations, and people, and DS.  It...