GRATITUDE

over the last 2 days, i have been brought some really wonderful lessons.
im sitting here today after a 2 day conversation with a close friend...  we have been blessed enough to have the same teacher/guide to lead us through our pain and healing.
i will be eternally grateful..... not just to john (my guide) but also to all of the pain that has transpired, for it has brought to where i am today.
and im grateful for that
sure..no perfection here...but happy....inner happy...even with all of the crap going on around me..which is just 'stuff'
i remember one time when john was working me really hard.   he said to write my blessing and my curse with certain people.
we wrote the letters and a few days later read them aloud.
my curse WAS my BLESSING
i broke free by letting go of the blame shame and pain
i can look at my ex and say ;THANK YOU!! for without him, i wasnt able to walk the path i was meant to walk
when you let go of the pain and blame..you FREE yourself
thats when the true healing begins
 
now its about letting go and trusting in the universe/god/creator whatever you want to call it
 
i see so many struggling and it saddens me...BUT
there is a choice in being the victim or the survivor
which will you choose?
 
it doesnt come overnight....
im just sitting here realizing how honored
and lucky
and grateful
and blessed 
I am 
to have the guides and teachers I DO
they say when the student is ready...the teacher will appear.
 
i still have some learning to do...and will always have lessons until the day i leave this earth and who knows what they may bring
but i do know...
that i am a survivor
that i will never stay stuck again
that i will never be victim again
and see the world with fresh eyes
 
NAMASTE

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hockeymom5592
hockeymom5592

I got the book you recommended....and she says, everyone you meet is a teacher. So....our ex\'s were teachers. But I too, found some really insightful teachers when I was ready to learn what they have to teach. Love this journal...The book is remarkable, btw. Very insightful. You\'re a wonderful teacher.....:-)