Robinsolo

After lunch, still at work. My manager emailed me and offered help with my work load. She said she would personally help after she returned from vacation. This lifted my spirits. She is really a...

Rotten day at work. Work stress is different from divorce stress. Don't know if it's good or bad. I was making good progress with my workload, then some poor soul got infected with a computer virus...

Up late again. I am starting to feel sleepy, but, it's weird, I am wide awake at night when I should be sleeping and then, at work,  a zombie where I should be sharp and energetic.My STBX called...

Back at work today. Quiet for a Monday, thank goodness. Taking a lunch break at my desk today for a change, and I thought I'd write in my journal.No drama today and that's a good thing. I hope to get...

I've been out and away from my computer this weekend. First moment back. I went to a Jazz festival yesterday and it got rained out with half of the equipment getting shorted out. I came back in the...

Last night I told him I would get home at around 8:30 PM, but I got out early and headed home. I figured I could get the stuff he needed together so he wouldn't have spend too much time there. I got...

At work again. Feeling much better physically today. The cobwebs in my brain are starting to clear up a bit. Still not sleeping, but in a much better mood. The STBX is stopping over tonight to pick...

I want to hold someone and have them hold me back!  Anyone else feel like that? I am missing the physical touching, the affection. I hugged all my friends here at DailyStrength and my cats and dogs....

I just got home from work. Long day! I actually like to be at work, which is weird, because I preferred to be at home before the breakup. At work there's no time to think, if you know what I mean.He...

I haven't visited my favorite site all day! Such a busy day, but with the increased workload, less thoughts on the impending divorce.I didn't sleep again last night (will this ever end?) and when I...

I went to work today even though I didn't sleep much at all last night. I kept waking up in a panic thinking... WHat will I do without him? Who will take care of me if I need help?, Who are these...

He showed up at my door a half hour ago with the divorce papers. He left about 10 minutes ago. I haven't been feeling well and now this!! I am not feeling very strong. I am falling apart again. I...

Not to whine... but I am not feeling too well all day today. It's like all the emotional stuff is hitting my body! I try to be positive and look towards the future, so I am not sure what is happening...

It's nice to have a day off from work in the middle of the week. It's weird to not have any invitations on the 4th of July, but I guess I will have to get used to this sort of thing. I plan to go out...

I decided today to get up off my self-pitying butt and throw away some junk that's been accumulating in this house. I saved way too much stuff and really don't need it anymore. I figure it will help...