Robinsolo

Holding my own on the weight thing. No extra loss this week, but I am determined to get some off.  I am feeling the pain of lonliness often. I am not on the phone with Ray as much and this has taken...

Updating my journal. Havne't been very social lately. Work has me spent every day and the weekends I haven't been going out much so I suppose I have been in a slight depression..but anyway I won't...

Just updating my journal. Tonight I am alone, but not lonely. I am getting used to not having anyone around and it's got it's upsides and downsides. At least every daily decision is my own and I can...

Back to the diet again and I am not going to put anything in my mouth that I won't think about the consequences of my action. I can accept most anything in my life now except this weight. I have...

Doing better. Ran into my ex and he invited me to have sushi and talk. It was very good for me to finally have closure. I don't love him anymore and can only see him as a friend. He experienced a...

Feeling a bit anxious about things today. Severe loneliness... I guess, I am not back to normal...yet. There is no one to really help me, but myself. Sometimes I just feel hopeless as I try to find a...

I haven't visited this site for weeks. I am still alive and kicking. I had been going through a small depression, I think. I didn't have much motivation to do much of anything.  I am starting to...

Today I did a tough job moving and digging out some heavy concrete lifts from my yard. I also dealt with a very heavy planter that had been covered with Black Widow spider nests. I hate spiders so...

Just updating my journal. Tonight I am alone, but not lonely. I am getting used to not having anyone around and it's got it's upsides and downsides. At least every daily decision is my own and I can...

Back to the diet again and I am not going to put anything in my mouth that I won't think about the consequences of my action. I can accept most anything in my life now except this weight. I have...

Doing better. Ran into my ex and he invited me to have sushi and talk. It was very good for me to finally have closure. I don't love him anymore and can only see him as a friend. He experienced a...

Feeling a bit anxious about things today. Severe loneliness... I guess, I am not back to normal...yet. There is no one to really help me, but myself. Sometimes I just feel hopeless as I try to find a...

I haven't visited this site for weeks. I am still alive and kicking. I had been going through a small depression, I think. I didn't have much motivation to do much of anything.  I am starting to...