I decided today to get up off my self-pitying butt and throw away some junk that's been accumulating in this house. I saved way too much stuff and really don't need it anymore. I figure it will help me purge my pain a bit. I was in the kitchen throwing away old spices and foods with old expiration dates. Geez, some had a "Best by 2000" date on them!

 
I want to fill at least three garbarge bags. I got to his big insulated plastic cups and started to cry. I miss him so much right now. Guess that's kind of weird to be so sentimental. He didn't take one thing with him except some personal items and a few books. He bought all new stuff and doesn't want anything from his old life. Where I am super sentimental he just wants to get rid of everything old and start fresh with everything new. That is just like him. He never wanted to fix anything around the house. "Let's just buy a new one" He'd say. I am sure he doesn't want to fix this marrage either. He'll just find a new and young women. 

Oh well...I don't miss him anymore after writing this. I have some big insulated cups to throw away!! >:(