I haven't visited my favorite site all day! Such a busy day, but with the increased workload, less thoughts on the impending divorce.I didn't sleep again last night (will this ever end?) and when I finally dragged my butt to work I started crying and couldn't stop. No one saw me. Good thing I am in an office and can close the door. I really don't understand this. I am so strong usually and can hold it together well.I was a lot better this afternoon while I tried and tried and tried to focus on my work. I made lists and will complete them one at a time. Work is insane! I have way too much to do, but I needed to take time to write a little here.I hope all my friends are doing OK. I will spend more time on here tonight.Hugs.
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Sorry you had a bad morning. You would not question your grief if someone had died. Your marriage ending is just as painful. You have not only lost your partner,lover,friend but your security,your future,even your memories at this point may be tainted. You also have to deal with the massive sense of rejection,loss of self confidence,feelings of being unloveable/undesireable and fear of the unknown.Don\'t under estimate the strength of feeling, you would not expect a widow to carry on as if everything is normal. I really wish I could be there and give you a big hug and be a shoulder to cry on. I hope you sleep tonight. Take care. xxx