Now, now now. I have no clue what I am doing anymore. Me and her grow apart with each and everyday. It's like we are walking two different dicrections. I wish I could turn around and walk with her, but for some reason I can't maybe I don't exsist to her. Maybe what I am doing isn't good enough. It sure seems that way. I want to forget about her but I can't she is the "it" that holds me together. I focus more when I am with her. I see the whole world in her eyes. and it is truly a miracle to see her. I wish there was a way to get her back, but there isn't. For all the people who tell me to "just get over her" thats not working, How can I get over her, When I built my future she is the main part. There is no way I can just stop loving her. I know what I am feeling is Love, that magical thing. I never felt this way about a girl in my life, I wish I could have her back I surly do. She can't just leave me here all by myself. Because right now I have no body, no bady I can talk to just the wall and I am to bitter to even do that.... wow I am a mess. =[
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hang in there sweetie
i know it\'s hard
if you need anything
i\'m here
pooka is thinking of you~ she asked me to check up on you guys cause she cant go on her dad\'s computer to check on dailystrength just yet.
i\'m so sorry and as southernsoccergal said, hang in there cause it will get better
Okay pretty boy I\'m here to check on you.
just please keep in mind that there will be more people once you graduate and get out of your town. I know its hard to get over her, nearly impossible. Please just give it time and remember that if she really doesn\'t like you, which is hard to believe, than you can do so much better than her. Its her loss anyways =]
good luck pretty boy
pbd, theres a reason i came up with the nickname pretty boy that everyone seemed to catch on to.
BECAUSE YOUR FUCKING AWSOME. and a very pretty boy :]
but anyways, you WILL find someone else that makes your heart skip a beat like she did. you will.
now im not one to preach, expecially when im so fucked right now..but you can and will move on when you find the one...again.
love you, you can always come to me pbd!
all three of you make me smile sooooo much. Except I love her whether she does or not I still do and I will never not stop It\'s just seems like the right thing to do. I can\'t help it, I never felt this way before about anyone.
It\'s really hard to describe it.