Tommarrow.
Well tommarrow is Wedsday so that means I get to go to my friends house to go smoke because it's there and it's free so hell I don't mind. I mean why should I care? It makes feel so good. It just completly whips away every single problem that I have in my life and It makes me feel wanted ya know? A feeling I love to have especially when I am going through a rough time.
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alright pretty boy listen to me.
you\'ve changed. If this was anyone else I\'d probably laugh and be happy for your happiness. But I care way way way too much.
Do you want to wind up like me? Getting intoxicated and having sex?
and then only a few months after the addiction catches on you nearly die, abandoned and unconscience, with literally everything taken away from you? Maybe i\'m a special case. Maybe not everyone nearly dies from this shit. But do you want to risk it? Trust me. I know what it feels like. And I can truthfully say I love it. But after that hospital trip, I\'m sure they gave me something to get me off of alcohol because I can\'t have more than 2 sips without gagging, when it used to take 9. You want to wind up like this? I\'m 3 years younger than you and I already destroyed my life with shit close to what you\'re doing. You know how far I\'ve taken this. You know exactly what I was about to do, which involved abandoning my entire life because I had too much to drink one time. And now that I can\'t do that, i look for a place to hang a rope. Because intoxication got me sick. Once. Why would you even want to risk that? I love you pretty boy, you need to trust me.
I don\'t even drink I would get intoxicated. I know what I am doing. It\'s not a party night it\'s a wedsday and It is a calm day for me.
I\'m not saying it\'s drinking, but intoxicated? Yes. I don\'t care how calm of a day it is, it was calm when I fainted and nearly died!
Intoxicatied is being drunk. Smoking has nothing to do with it.