Seeing someone else with her...

You know they say seeing someone you love, loving someone else is the most painful thing thing you can expirence and you know what they are right. They are absoulutly right. I couldn't believe my eyes, I wasn't ready for this. I didn't see any signs of this, I was so sure that she would never leave me, but she did. When I saw them together It felt like time just stopped and everything around me just stopped like seriously I felt like the loneliest person ever, Maybe this hurt will slowly slip away but right now I still love her and the pain is aweful. My world is over without her. It's to late to get her back I just know it. Where the heck am I going to go from here, I want to just take a long look in her eyes to see if she even has a hint of me left in there. I wouldn't be lieing when I said she made me complete. She was my only way out and when she broke up with me it smashed my whole life into little pieces, the breakup was so invisible to me that I don't even remember I did to make her forget me the way she did. and how am I going to tell you how she left when she was the oxygen I need to breathe? I am going crazy, and she dosn't feel the way I do. This whole thing is pathetic I am such an idiot. I am so lost in the situation that I don't even think to find a way around it, and I am not brave enough to just find another girl because I don't feel like going through this pain again. Something is seriously wrong with me. It isn't normal to feel the way I do. Such a miserable day and I can go on and on about it. ='[