disneymom65
Status: A Dream is a wish Your Heart Makes.No matter how your Heart is Grieving, if you just keep Believing. The Dream that you Wish Will Come True.
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So the days and nights are pretty much calming down now. It's kind of weird actually to have days and nights where no big drama happens. No crying, no yelling, no bill collectors to call, most of my...
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I don't understand all these cruel jokes or at least what seems like cruel jokes being played on me by the universe. Right now in the middle of the end of my marriage two of my very best friends...
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Well as I have always said God all around us and SHE has a since of humor. We all know that God doesn't give us more than we can handle but just as I was starting to slowly come out of the shadows...
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So i'm just sitting at my desk comparing my bills to my checkbook never a happy time under normal circumstances but now that 75% of the income is gone thanks to the 42 yr old man child I thpught...
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My overwhelming joyous feeling of taking a road trip with the kids was totally squashed into a million pieces when he found out about it. My older kids were so excited that they were telling their...
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So my journal last night was pretty gloomy. I have to keep telling myself it's only been four months since he left us. In that four months I found a new place to live for the kids and I. I packed up...
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n hate the night I try do read or watch a movie everything just reminds me that i'm alone. I clean my place and do laundry I try to stay busy to fill time but eventually everything is done and I am...
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I just want to throw this out here and see if anyone has any advice on this subject. Ok for the past four months since he walked out the door I have let him see Austin on Sunday's. Mainly because...
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It just bothers me so much that I let his stupidity get under my skin. This morning I heard his oh so familiar ring on my cell phone so I of course ignored it and let it go to voice mail. Then he...
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I AM SO EXCITED I DID IT. I made it through this day. March 9th 2011 is over. I went to work I went out with some friends for dinner and drinks and then my best friend Nicole came over and we had...
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Well the day is almost here the day that has been circled on my calander since the day he walked or should I say RAN out the door. My Wedding anniversary is just a few hours away and I feel sick to...
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I made it through another weekend on my own. Friday and Saturday nights are the hardest still. I want to start actually enjoying life again and living life again and not just trying to get through...
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So tonight for some reason things just seem really quite, calm, peaceful it was boring actually. After a few months of panic and stress, emotional breakdowns everyday today everything just seemed...
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Well everyone told me this day would come and I just wouldn't believe it. I mean why would someone put so much effort in leaving be so determined that this was the best thing to do even when I told...
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Well here I am again it's been a few days but I made my way back. The move was really hard physically, emotionally, spirtually, in every way just hard. Now i'm slowly starting to settle in with...
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