Picture of You

Jeff,
  I am just a week away from 5 months since you died. I have found that the tears don't come as often as they did. But I also find it very hard to look at picures of you and especially of us together. Like the one I have posted on this website of you. When I look at your face, and those eyes and that dimple I loved so much, my heart hurts. I hurt clear down to my soul. And I don't want to feel that pain, so I try not to look at the pictures. I still have your pictures all over the house. But the only time I catch myself looking at you is when I have to dust them.
  You are a beautiful man. I was lucky to have had you in my life for the short 4 years we were together. I miss you so much, Jeff.
Love you baby.
Liz