9 months

It really isn't that I let the 9 month date pass and not acknowledge it. I had to survive it, live it, to get through it in order to acknowledge it here and now.
Baby, I can't believe how much I have accomplished without you here by my side. I still have my moments as I am driving to another town for meetings. I still hear a song on the radio and break down crying. I still crawl into our bed and miss feeling you next to me. But I have to say, I am surviving.
I actually did the Kansas State Fair with an outdoor booth for 10 days. I was there from 8:am to 8pm for all 10 days. I was able to show our product and tell them our story. I bragged to everyone that you could look at anything and tell me how it could be better. And you had done just that with our product. I am so proud of what we have done. I still feel that you are with me every step of the way. We were able to get our product and company information out to thousands of people. And we had great response.
I am now trying to decide what next. I need you to guide me, Jeff. I need to feel you right next to me. I still consider us a team. I always will.
Love ya baby. Miss you so much.