Larissa238

-My arm is feeling good enough to the point where I can put a scrunchy in my hair. -Went hypomanic last night, cleaned the kitchen at 2am, finally fell asleep around 8am. Slept until 4:30....

I can put my arm behind my head now.. it's getting better. I had some horrible mood swings last night, and couldn't sleep till after 6am. I slept until 6pm, and I've been feeling dizzy most of the...

I have this constant paranoia that I am being watched, recorded, people know my thoughts, etc. Normally, when I'm at home I don't feel it that much, just when I go out and stay at someone's house....

The mood swings are not as bad today. I called disability and they said I should have my decision in a week or so. I know I will be denied the first time, so I just have to appeal and so on. I've...

I didn't go to the beach on Sunday because I felt so sick and dizzy. I feel like crap, because Geo's family has a new(ish) baby (1 and a half years old) and I want to spend time with her. But I don't...

I slept last night, and into this morning. I got up, and have been awake all day and feeling okay. I even went for a walk! I started feeling like crap about an hour ago, and I got to go to bed early-...

Slept most of today, too. I've been up for about 4 hours, which is the longest I've been up since Wednesday.  I'm feeling a bit better... I talked to my Nana and she is doing better. Hopefully I...

I pretty much slept all day today. Depression is taking hold. I did manage to go grocery shopping, despite feeling like I was going to pass out the whole time. I came home, went back to sleep. I'm...

It's about 9 am. I have slept a bit during the night, but not too much. When I was sleeping, I hurt my shoulder. My back has been hurting badly (I had to take a Vicodin last night) and now my...

Yesterday, while I was writing my journal, I totally forgot how I had a breakdown when I couldn't figure out a way to pay the power, and ended up uncontrollably sobbing for a while. Makes me wonder...

Today I made phone calls to all sorts of agencies for help paying my power bill. I spent 3 hours on the phone (over Google Voice, not using my cell phone minutes). I didn't get anywhere, it was...

I lay in bed watching TV last night until 1am, and then tried to go to sleep. It felt like my body was super tired, possibly almost asleep, but my brain wouldn't let it. I had spasms for over an...

I made some phone calls, to try and get my food stamp interview and to get a refund of overcharged money on my bus card. My sleep is still all messed up... hopefully I can sleep better tonight. Okay,...

hey all.. I'm about to fall asleep, so I just wanted to quickly update about today. I went to the store, got a ton of food and had to cart it home on the bus. Rent is paid, but still no clue what to...

Hey all... yesterday was really not good... I tried to go to sleep at midnight, but didn't get to sleep till 6am. I then slept till 6pm, and I had no energy. I tried to get on the computer to post,...