I sleep and then I don't....
Last night I got a good 8 hours of sleep, but it was weird. I woke up feeling good, went to the grocery store like I was supposed to and got stuff. I found out that Comcast billed me more than they were supposed to, and now I'm overdrawn by a bunch so I have to go to the bank tomorrow and deposit a check I have. It's only going to cover the overdraft fee and the owed money, but at least I won't be too far into the red anymore.
My mood is better... I don't know if it's hypomania or what, but at least I don't feel like I'm about to go into the hospital anymore. I talked to Geo a bit more about it today and how he wants to go about me going in when I have to. We agreed that I should just walk to the clinic since it's across the street instead of last time the cops coming to take me. I thought they were going to take me to another hospital instead of the one across the street which is why I called them, to give me a ride. But now I know I can just walk in. If they won't take me as a walk-in, then I just call the cops from outside and have them bring me in so the neighbors don't see me getting into the back of a cop car.
I ate my calories today, and finally got milk so I could drink my protein powder and got my protein for the day. I'm a bit low on carbs, but I've been okay on them for a couple days so it's not too bad.
I'm sorry, I just don't feel like typing any more. Good night.
My mood is better... I don't know if it's hypomania or what, but at least I don't feel like I'm about to go into the hospital anymore. I talked to Geo a bit more about it today and how he wants to go about me going in when I have to. We agreed that I should just walk to the clinic since it's across the street instead of last time the cops coming to take me. I thought they were going to take me to another hospital instead of the one across the street which is why I called them, to give me a ride. But now I know I can just walk in. If they won't take me as a walk-in, then I just call the cops from outside and have them bring me in so the neighbors don't see me getting into the back of a cop car.
I ate my calories today, and finally got milk so I could drink my protein powder and got my protein for the day. I'm a bit low on carbs, but I've been okay on them for a couple days so it's not too bad.
I'm sorry, I just don't feel like typing any more. Good night.
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Finding you at a loss for words is odd, you must not be feeling good right now, and only getting 8 hours sleep, that is not good for you either. you always get at least 10 or more, something wrong here. I hope you get things straightened out again soon, this is so not like you at all. Take care.
bluetoes is right, and it is worrisome. i hope you get a good nights sleep tonight and wake up feeling better.