Larissa238

I just don't feel well today. I'm dizzy, sick, everything hurts and I just want to sleep. I know I'm crashing from the mania, I just don't know what to do about it. My biggest worry right now is...

I'm saying that in a crazy way. Good things happened today, progress was made, but things are not stable anymore. I thought that the problems would be over when I got my disability, but it turns out...

Last night, after I wrote that entry, I got a horrible fit of rage. I was super pissed at Geo for no real reason. I got mad at him for eating food. Granted, I think he's a food addict and he ate a...

Today we all went to the beach. It was fun :) I woke up this morning with my IBS acting up like crazy (lived on the toilet for a couple hours), but I took my bentyl, immodium, and some other pills to...

Today I finally got to meet my friend Jon after knowing him for 6 years. It was really awesome. He brought his son, and the 4 of us (Jon, his son, Geo and I) got along great! His son is 20, and is...

Today was an okay day. I spent most of the day cleaning the best I could.. the lights in the kitchen went out so I was trying to clean in the dark. There is no windows in the kitchen. My friend Jon...

Last night I didn't fall asleep until after 1am, and I was up before 9. I was up until 1pm, and then I slept till 6pm. I was feeling really good last night- maybe hypomania, I'm not sure. I did have...

I haven't been able to have a month where I write a journal daily, so I'm going to try for April. Yes, I know we are almost halfway through the month, but I have only missed one day, and I did 2...

I thought I had done my journal already, but when I went to check, I hadn't. So here it is! Today was a better day. I got my normal 10 hours of sleep last night, had more energy and cleaned a bit...

I started coming down from that high last night. I took 3mg of klonopin, 2mg risperdal and 300mg trazadone (pretty much enough to tranq an elephant) and finally fell over and slept. I got up today...

I was up (really high emotionally) this morning at 7am, went to the store, came home and emotionally crashed and slept for an hour, woke up and was groggy till after dinner, now it's almost 11pm and...

Today I slept a lot... coming down from the hypomania from the past couple weeks. I slept from around 1am to 10am, then from 4pm to 7pm. The hypomania probably isn't over yet- I have my friend Jon...

I went full manic for a bit last night and I'm paying for it now. I'm tired, slightly depressed and glad I have this laptop so I can stay in bed but still communicate. I'm still mood swinging... I...

I was talking to my friend Vita today, and she was saying how you don't know what symptoms could be side effects of medication and what is a true symptom. I was telling her that a lot of the things I...

I'm tired, which I normally am at this time of night, but at the same time I'm not going to sleep soon. Last night I managed to fall asleep around midnight and I was up before 8 (I think... all I...