Hopless

Again:
 
Crying what a surprise. Rubberbands can't cure the urge to do what I feel. Real talk, right when I feel like theres a ray of sunshine. When theres just a little glimmer of hope my heart crummbles from the cracks of my fingers as I try to hold on so despratly. Clinging to reality trying to stay sane. I don't feel sane anymore. I'm going crazy and the only person who can save me now is me. I dont feel worth saving anymore. I'm so sick ofliving the life I've been delt. The bad outweighs the good everytime.