Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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Just when i needed DS the most it was temporarily unavailable. I'm not going into why my day was awful...I'm past the point of discussing it. Today..no better...the holiday hasn't been all bad...its amazing how being around family could drag you down to despair. I'm around them frequently so its really just me and my mood crashing. I don't think i can do another year like last. Really having bad destructive thoughts. Yay...bringing the Christmas cheer ...
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
((((BIG HUG)))) Sorry your struggling, but we are HERE! I could not believe last night it was down - in all my time that was the LONGEST outage.....
Family can suck, Christmas brings a forum where we are stuck with the insults, or abuse - at 25, I had to realize I was THE family that took advantage of going off on a Holiday - LOL, nothing worse than calling a spade, a spade - when the spade is YOU!
Just like last Christmas, and 2004, 1987, 1999 - this will be history, and not effect our life or journey very much - it just feels VERY Overwhelming today...
Of course, life is hard and rough - it would be nice to GET A BREAK and have a good Christmas. Life is not fair, or pain free - it is hard, sucks, and family can rock our world......
I'm here to tell you - I'm nuts about you!!!! Joyful to see you here, especially after no DS last night!!!! Hold on - this season shall pass, and maybe next week we can laugh about it!
Tragedy makes the best comedy!!! LOL one of my favorite tools I use (to hold on) "one day this will be funny - just not today"
((((BIG HUG)))))
Take some deep breaths.. You can get through this...
Big hug for you sweetie...xo
Everything went pretty well!!!
And then, last night, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 things happened right in a row and for the first time in a long time, my anxiety was sky high and I was ready to grab with shaking hands my bottle of benzos and pop one!!!
(Pdoc approves PRN-ing them for special occasions.)
But it was only about an hour till bedtime, so I held off.
Hahahahahaha!!!!
That caught me by surprise!!!!!
I really thought it was going to be one of the easiest Christmas' ever!!!!
That thought alone should have tipped me off that it would all be shot to hell!!! LOLOLOL!!!!!
i'm sorry you're suffering.