maccy
Status: feeling so alone death feels so much better than living
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Well i dont know were to start iam feeling very angry at the momet got this knot in my belly i cant get rid of i have self harmed to try and get rid of it but its not helped i tryed to slit my wrists...
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Hi all been i while since i wrote in here well were do i start iam now a married man got married on the 26th june just got back from marmaris thats where i went for my honeymoon feeling on top of the...
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I am feeling very lost at the moment and paranoied about anything iam finding hard to tal to anyone or even leave the house iam so close to losing it cause i can talk i have had had a lot of thoughts...
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Hi its been a while since i wrote anything in here so better write something well i started a new job workign on a dementia ward i love it but it is hard sum days 1 of my sister has gone to prison...
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Well iam not very good at the moment feel so angry just found one of my sisters is a drug addict and she is going to prison for going agaist her bail condictions not to get into trouble but decides...
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Hi not written in this for a while ot been so good still not talking to my sister dont wnat to my head is so messed up at the monet so when ima felling better and can think st8 i will write in my...
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feel like shit i have cut myself wanna die feel so fucking angry hate life all ova my siter she has done this to me she has caused this i hope some1 on here knows her and tells her that she has...
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Hi guys sorry not put an entry in not been so good today got train home and had sum man hearl homophobic abuse at me saying i sud be ashamed of what iam and my mum sud of drown me at birth it made me...
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my anger levels are at a all time low so thats a gud thing xxxxxx love ya all xxxxxxx oh yeah hi cahrlie 15 guy paul and jann love yas xxxxxxx
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Well where do i start its been 1 year since my died died (10th june) was a hard day did not cry till the next day hwere i broke down on the train to work my sister has got off woth one of my mtes and...
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Hi everyone been a while since i worte in here well its my 25th birthday today feeling ok just uoset that dad is not here to celebrate it with me i aint got much i can say today everythig is a bit...
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Hi everyone well not feeling to good at all i ahve started to tkae laxiatives againand they have been founf and flushed away i feel to out of control iam sat her listening to eva cassidy somewhere...
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I want to die i have come over all of a sudden feeling so fucking down feel awfull want to cry but i cant miss my dad so much i hate being here and him not be he done so much in suck a short time but...
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Hi everyne well went for my op yesterday was awfull very sore today not feeling to well bit sick not able to eat yet but apart from that iam feeling ok so not much to write
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