I want to die i have come over all of a sudden feeling so fucking down feel awfull want to cry but i cant miss my dad so much i hate being here and him not be he done so much in suck a short time but wanted to do more its my 25th birthday on 14th may and he always promised he wud be there to celebrate it with me and have a drink and he wont be .I just cant fight this battle anymore its to much for me to handle everyone says you are strong you can fight this well newsflash i cant even the strongest people breack and i have iam broke and cant be fixed i feel like my whole life is grey and missrable.If i cud wave a magic wand and heal myself i wud everything is falling apart around me my sister is moving away and she is my rock but not anymore my b/f hates me or thats how i feel well i will see how things pan out the rest of the day and see what happens write back soon
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oh hun, im so sorry that your feeling so bad....i know this is a rough time, and i know that your missing your dad very much right now....but i also know that with time you will feel better, some of the hurt will be replaced by the happy memories you and your dad shared....please know that you are not alone and you can pm me anytime....i hope you are feeling better soon .... thinking of you .... lots of love...jann