Hi its been a while since i wrote anything in here so better write something well i started a new job workign on a dementia ward i love it but it is hard sum days 1 of my sister has gone to prison for 6 months (silly girl) my docotr has started me on olanzapine agian iam getting married in june ..... breathe........ slef harming not as much but still feeling very suicidal most of the time not going out as much drinking more doing more cocaine agian so reall all in all nothing has changed really xxxxxxx
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Hey poops. Blessings on your engagement! And a June wedding! Do you think you can get away with wearing white?
Please get some help with the coke and booze. They are not your friend.
Hi! Congrats on the good develpoments in your life!
I don\'t know how you do it on the dementia ward - yesterday I worked on the floor where all people pretty much were demented - they were falling, bleeding, easting napkins and pooping on the floor in the hall.
You are awesome to love those guys.
Please, hang in there...I hope you will feel batter soon. I\'m so sorry for your troubles. please take good care of yourself..xo