maccy
Status: feeling so alone death feels so much better than living
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Hi its been a while since i wrote anything in here so better write something well i started a new job workign on a dementia ward i love it but it is hard sum days 1 of my sister has gone to prison...
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well things in the life of mac seems to go from bad to worse i cant control my self harming its getting the point again were i wanna cut all the time for no reason i just wanna do it all the time...
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Iam thinking of leaving this site i have written journals and not got feedback i thouhgt i had mates on here and surporrt but maybe i was wrong
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well iam back to work and i think it was the worst thing i did i just cant cope and dont know what to do everythin and everyone seems so fake or not real i feel paranoided all the time like evey one...
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Hi guys been i while since i wrote in here just thought i wud let peeps know how things are. Well at moment ia have been signed off work with a relaspe in my depression i took a overdose on 20th dec...
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Well i dont know were to start iam feeling very angry at the momet got this knot in my belly i cant get rid of i have self harmed to try and get rid of it but its not helped i tryed to slit my wrists...
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Hi all been i while since i wrote in here well were do i start iam now a married man got married on the 26th june just got back from marmaris thats where i went for my honeymoon feeling on top of the...
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I am feeling very lost at the moment and paranoied about anything iam finding hard to tal to anyone or even leave the house iam so close to losing it cause i can talk i have had had a lot of thoughts...
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Hi its been a while since i wrote anything in here so better write something well i started a new job workign on a dementia ward i love it but it is hard sum days 1 of my sister has gone to prison...
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Well iam not very good at the moment feel so angry just found one of my sisters is a drug addict and she is going to prison for going agaist her bail condictions not to get into trouble but decides...
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Hi not written in this for a while ot been so good still not talking to my sister dont wnat to my head is so messed up at the monet so when ima felling better and can think st8 i will write in my...
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feel like shit i have cut myself wanna die feel so fucking angry hate life all ova my siter she has done this to me she has caused this i hope some1 on here knows her and tells her that she has...
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Hi guys sorry not put an entry in not been so good today got train home and had sum man hearl homophobic abuse at me saying i sud be ashamed of what iam and my mum sud of drown me at birth it made me...
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my anger levels are at a all time low so thats a gud thing xxxxxx love ya all xxxxxxx oh yeah hi cahrlie 15 guy paul and jann love yas xxxxxxx
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