Well where do i start its been 1 year since my died died (10th june) was a hard day did not cry till the next day hwere i broke down on the train to work my sister has got off woth one of my mtes and its torn me apart as she has used my bulimia aginst me saying that they only got off with each other as a monet of pasion comforting each other whilst they spoke about me i fucking hate them for this so iam so angry and upset i feel like iam gonn blow at any mont been to my doctors they said they want to section me as iam a danger to myself and others at the monet but i said i did not want to i have started well goin to be starting a new job funny enuff its in mental health so i sud fit right in lol apart from that i feel ok as i know i have mates on here who r true mates and mean the world to me love you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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oh hun, please know that im thinking of you....hope things get better soon...please let us know how your doing soon...lots of love...jann
Marking the first anniversary of the death of a loved one is a painful but important step. Your life will get easier. You\'ve had a lot of trauma and you\'re still painfully young to have dealt with so much. I\'m sorry about your sister and your friend - I do think I\'d feel pretty weird about that.
re: your job in mental health
Every good therapist I\'ve had has had a therapist of their own. My current one told me not long ago that she thinks she\'s the only person she knows that actually takes her anti-depressants the way she\'s supposed to. Your compassion will likely serve you well in that field.