maccy
Status: feeling so alone death feels so much better than living
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Well where do i start its been 1 year since my died died (10th june) was a hard day did not cry till the next day hwere i broke down on the train to work my sister has got off woth one of my mtes and...
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Hi everyone been a while since i worte in here well its my 25th birthday today feeling ok just uoset that dad is not here to celebrate it with me i aint got much i can say today everythig is a bit...
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Hi everyone well not feeling to good at all i ahve started to tkae laxiatives againand they have been founf and flushed away i feel to out of control iam sat her listening to eva cassidy somewhere...
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I want to die i have come over all of a sudden feeling so fucking down feel awfull want to cry but i cant miss my dad so much i hate being here and him not be he done so much in suck a short time but...
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Hi everyne well went for my op yesterday was awfull very sore today not feeling to well bit sick not able to eat yet but apart from that iam feeling ok so not much to write
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Well been a while since i wrote in here i dont know why it takes me so long to write another post (sorry jann and guypaul) well iam going to have my lump taken out on saturday 8th march not scared at...
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Hi everyone well not feeling to good at all i ahve started to tkae laxiatives againand they have been founf and flushed away i feel to out of control iam sat her listening to eva cassidy somewhere...
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I want to die i have come over all of a sudden feeling so fucking down feel awfull want to cry but i cant miss my dad so much i hate being here and him not be he done so much in suck a short time but...
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Hi everyne well went for my op yesterday was awfull very sore today not feeling to well bit sick not able to eat yet but apart from that iam feeling ok so not much to write
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Well been a while since i wrote in here i dont know why it takes me so long to write another post (sorry jann and guypaul) well iam going to have my lump taken out on saturday 8th march not scared at...
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Well its been a while since i wrote in here .Well got to go for an op to remove a lump from my scrotum i feel like shit all the time and i cant stop being sick i wish i could chnage who iam but i...
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well things in the life of mac seems to go from bad to worse i cant control my self harming its getting the point again were i wanna cut all the time for no reason i just wanna do it all the time...
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Iam thinking of leaving this site i have written journals and not got feedback i thouhgt i had mates on here and surporrt but maybe i was wrong
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well iam back to work and i think it was the worst thing i did i just cant cope and dont know what to do everythin and everyone seems so fake or not real i feel paranoided all the time like evey one...
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Hi guys been i while since i wrote in here just thought i wud let peeps know how things are. Well at moment ia have been signed off work with a relaspe in my depression i took a overdose on 20th dec...
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