DawnRanae

Will I ever trust him again? I don't  think I will ever trust him as I did before. Every time he goes some place the thought will pop into my mind is he telling the truth about where he is going? If...

I asked him today to take the OW of his e-mail acct. and that went bad. He says he is doing everything in his power to make things better and I just keep bring things up cause I don't trust him. Then...

Hoping for a good day as I prey for everyday. I find myself so needy for affection from my husband. He don't mind and it seems genuine but heck what do I know. I guess that's what scares me. To go...

Yesterday I was so eager to start my counseling. I know that it would not be a miracle answer and they can't tell me what to do but they can help me decide to make the best decision for me. Yesterday...

After work today will be my first counseling session. Hoping that work goes better than yesterday. Funny how a song that i loved (Boys of Fall) came on the radio and just cut into me. Each friday...

Another day down. Not sure how long it will take till I actually feel like I am healing. But I guess  it has only been a week since I found out of my husbands affair. He seems better, now that he...

This past week the day before Thanksgiving I found out that my husband has been having a affair for the past three months. Not just a one night thing a passionate relationship. I had my suspicions...

Well its a new year. Which means new beginnings to make things better in me and my families lives. Alot of things have happened since I have last wrote. Alot of trying to find out where I want to be...

Oh my I have not written since January. Partly because I am ashamed that I had found out once more H was talking to her. I told him to leave but he wouldnt leave because he knew that I had enough. So...

I downloaded a keylogger on my computer yesterday and it didn't take him untill last night when I gave my sons girlfriend a ride home for him to be trying to get ahold of the OW...Saying he misses...

I have to say things have been perfect with how my H has been acting. The scary thing is how long will it last? My dream come true would be that it never ends. We have done more talking since the...

What can I do about how I feel so anger a lot of the time. It is because I think of him deceiving me and all the lies. I can look back and see all the details of the deception and it makes me...

Well just a little up date while I am on my lunch break. Oh DS what would I do with out you? I love having the chance to get out my feelings.My H is going over the top..so much more than last month...

What a crazy confusing couple of days. I guess I left off on Christmas day after I had called the OW and had not confronted my H about the new photo or me calling his other lover(soul mate is what...

Well first of all Merry Christmas to everyone:) On to the new development. Last night after me and my H (made love) I couldn't sleep..of course he could. So at 4 am I got on the computer. With my...