A new start for the New Year
I downloaded a keylogger on my computer yesterday and it didn't take him untill last night when I gave my sons girlfriend a ride home for him to be trying to get ahold of the OW...Saying he misses her. I am so threw with this. Funny hold he held me telling me he loves me and of course we had good sex but 30 minutes before he was talking to her. How did I managae to fall in love with the biggest loser in the world. I am down 32 pounds and I guess I am on my way to loose lots more so I can find me a new man. My stomach is so sick just thinking about all this. I don't know this man. This man that I shared a bed with for 14 f~ing years. The as~hole can't even keep a job. What a winner. What does that say about me since I had taken him back twice. I am the worlds biggest idiot. But now its time to face that pain I have been avoiding because it can be unbearable. He has to go, I have to get threw it and move on. Why the hell did he even come back to me. He should have known that he wasn't sure. Why keep me hanging. Only for his benifit. Maybe he was just enjoying the fact that he had 2 woman at his becon call. Well now he has just one and I hope they are happy...........
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Dawn I am so sorry that your are going through so much pain. That must\'ve been gut-wrenching. How devastating. I just don\'t understand these pigs! If they want to be with someone else or miss the OW than why not just end things. Why string your spouse along. You\'d think that they would at least care enough to not hurt anymore after all the pain we\'ve endured post the A. I know this must be such a difficult time for you and you\'ve got some very difficult decisions to make. I hope you find the strength and endurance to make it through this. I\'ll keep you in my prayers.
I am so very sorry for you. You are no idiot. You have just been blinded by love, and that is something common to pretty much everyone on this site.. There is only one idiot in your story and it is certainly not you. I wish you all the strength in the world for the things you are going to have to face. You have friends here, and I hope that makes it just a little easier. Take care of yourself. Will be thinking of you today. I hope the new year brings a new start for you, and that down the line there is happiness for you.
i\'m so sorry. continue to be strong! i am praying for you.
Get a lawyer and get all the information that you might need to provide.
Be strong.
I am so sorry. No you are not the idiot,. You just love him and are a strong person to try and do everything you can to see if your marriage is worth saving. What you are going thru is all of our greatest fears, finding they are incapable of stopping. I wish you all the best thru this horrible time. I too will continue to pray for you.