Enjoying what I have now.
Well just a little up date while I am on my lunch break. Oh DS what would I do with out you? I love having the chance to get out my feelings.
My H is going over the top..so much more than last month after dday. It is wonderful. And even though I have no proof that it is sincere I am going to take it and enjoy it. I diserve to be treated like a loved queen. So every kiss , hug, and wonderful thing he does I will just enjoy it while I have it. Because this is the only thing I am sure of is today and what he gives me today. Tomorrow he could be gone again so I will be happy with the love we share now and pray that when the Lord tells me its time to leave then I will go. Or if the Lord has us together then I will be ready for that.
Prayers to all my DS buds and hugs:)
My H is going over the top..so much more than last month after dday. It is wonderful. And even though I have no proof that it is sincere I am going to take it and enjoy it. I diserve to be treated like a loved queen. So every kiss , hug, and wonderful thing he does I will just enjoy it while I have it. Because this is the only thing I am sure of is today and what he gives me today. Tomorrow he could be gone again so I will be happy with the love we share now and pray that when the Lord tells me its time to leave then I will go. Or if the Lord has us together then I will be ready for that.
Prayers to all my DS buds and hugs:)
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I hope everything works out for you.
I am praying for you that he is sincere this time. Don\'t let anyone else beat you up for whatever you decide to do. Until a person is in our shoes, they don\'t know how they will handle it. Believe me, I never dreamed I would stay with a man after I found out about infidelity. It did take my H about a month after Dday to wake up and finally start being honest and working on us. It did take me catching him red handed and offering to divorce him with no battle. I know he truly believed I meant it at that point and if he did not stop totally he was going to lose me forever, and that made him realize he did still love me and the fantasy rush he got with the OW contact wasn\'t worth throwing us away. I am thankful he realized that before it was too late. We are doing so much better and I can feel some of the trust and security beginning to come back. Still along way off from where I want and need it to be, but a few months ago I couldn\'t comprehend even being this happy. So, I am very grateful to God for helping us thru this. I hope your H also has woke up and realized he doesn\'t want to lose the best thing that has happened to him. Good luck and hugs to you.
Happy for you hunnie you totally deserve it!!