DawnRanae

I downloaded a keylogger on my computer yesterday and it didn't take him untill last night when I gave my sons girlfriend a ride home for him to be trying to get ahold of the OW...Saying he misses...

I have to say things have been perfect with how my H has been acting. The scary thing is how long will it last? My dream come true would be that it never ends. We have done more talking since the...

What can I do about how I feel so anger a lot of the time. It is because I think of him deceiving me and all the lies. I can look back and see all the details of the deception and it makes me...

Well just a little up date while I am on my lunch break. Oh DS what would I do with out you? I love having the chance to get out my feelings.My H is going over the top..so much more than last month...

What a crazy confusing couple of days. I guess I left off on Christmas day after I had called the OW and had not confronted my H about the new photo or me calling his other lover(soul mate is what...

Well first of all Merry Christmas to everyone:) On to the new development. Last night after me and my H (made love) I couldn't sleep..of course he could. So at 4 am I got on the computer. With my...

Well did pretty much all of my shopping yesterday. Me and the H where shopping for 4 hours. He has been going every place with me to I guess reassure me where he is and to try and spend more time...

Today went really well at work I was able to not let my mind wonder. When I got home my H greeted me with love, hugs and kiss~perfect:) But there is a problem with him and my 16 year old son. My son...

Today just didn't seem right this morning from the get go. Maybe it was just me thinking my H was in a off mood or he really was. I can usually can tell since we have lived together for years. I...

The day didn't start very well because my H was upset with my last journal post. I tried to explain to him that there would be times that I just needed to vent and say somethings so that I would feel...

Well it is Wednesday night and I am irritated. I guess that comes with the territory of dealing with your loved ones infidelity. I find myself thinking of the OW~I mean home wrecker:) All the how she...

I dont know why I feel the way I do. My H consumes my mind. Why do I even want him? Why does he seem so special to me after what he's done? I should hate him with passion. But instead I love him with...

Today is my youngest child's birthday. My daughter turned into a teenager today. I think the day turn out well for her but not so well for me and her dad. But thank goodness she didn't really notice....

Today seemed to start out ok. But the H was fighting anger issues all day. I thought he was keeping them under control and everything would be fine. Well my drunk brother stopped over and asked for a...

Today I thought started out really well. Then my mind wouldn't let the A rest. Was at work by 7am and by 10:30 the anxiety started to kick into over drive. It consumed me today and I hated it. Felt...