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I just woke up and can't sleep yet. I had several night mares back to back. One was about an invisible vampire that kept nagging me. I know that sounds stupid but I couldn't see him and he kept biting me and touching me which scared the hell out of me! It was very stressful.
I know I had another dream that I don't remember now but...
my last dream that I just had is what has me up. I had a nightmare about working! I haven't worked for 6 years. Some how my grandmother was running a corner store. She got swamped after closing time cause I didn't have a key to lock the front door. And hell she wasn't even there at first! I had to find the register key and then low and behold It was an old time register where there was no bar code scanner! And the price tags were not on anything! So I had to basically guess or stop every 10 seconds to go find out the prices!
Finally my grandmother shows up! Grandma to the rescue! Not! She gets bogged down as customers keep flooding in the doors (at after hours I might add). So I asked her to give me the register key and I'll open another register and try to help her.
Then not only am I trying frantically to ring every thing that I have no idea how it's priced or how to price it and do change in my head but my son is there and he's eating every thing in sight and getting under foot as well. So now I'm trying to keep track of every thing he's eating to pay my Grandma back at the same time!
I woke up feeling very stressed out.
What do you think this dream means? I guess I'm not exactly ready to go back to work.
I know I had another dream that I don't remember now but...
my last dream that I just had is what has me up. I had a nightmare about working! I haven't worked for 6 years. Some how my grandmother was running a corner store. She got swamped after closing time cause I didn't have a key to lock the front door. And hell she wasn't even there at first! I had to find the register key and then low and behold It was an old time register where there was no bar code scanner! And the price tags were not on anything! So I had to basically guess or stop every 10 seconds to go find out the prices!
Finally my grandmother shows up! Grandma to the rescue! Not! She gets bogged down as customers keep flooding in the doors (at after hours I might add). So I asked her to give me the register key and I'll open another register and try to help her.
Then not only am I trying frantically to ring every thing that I have no idea how it's priced or how to price it and do change in my head but my son is there and he's eating every thing in sight and getting under foot as well. So now I'm trying to keep track of every thing he's eating to pay my Grandma back at the same time!
I woke up feeling very stressed out.
What do you think this dream means? I guess I'm not exactly ready to go back to work.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
I hate that, I haven't worked in at least 6+ years either, yet I keep having stupid work dreams. Sometimes they are about the job I had before I went to nursing school. I loved the people there, that's probably why I dream about them.
I left a good job to follow my dream, was an A student I might add, took my state licensing test and passed - worked for a short while and then BAM! I had to stop nursing due to bipolar problems. Blah :(!!!!
I've come to terms with it now though, I don't mind being a domestic diva - having a clean house makes me happy and I don't have to worry about killing somebody (a plus!).
It sounds like you're feeling out of control in the second one
Big hug for you sweetie..xo