michiev
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- When i was emotionally abused last year by a very disturbing and bad man... I went through a lot of emotions after I got out of that situation.. Guilt, shame, anger.. etc... It was so bad that i had panic attacks when someone would bring him up.. I...
- On sunday night I had gotten a lot of bloating and gas, the following day I was sick to my stomach but drank mint tea, took a nap and felt better... It was like I was hungry but also very ill and I don't think my anxiety helped the situation at...
- Tonight i ordered a avacado club sandwhich from one of my pizza places.. I've had this before and it was great, it tasted awesome but the difference is this time I actually looked in the sandwhich, I noticed that the avacados were a bit brownish .....
- I was reading through old chat logs tonight and was reminded of how I acted when J was in my life.. He was a horrible man who neglected me and made me feel like I was just a toy for his amusement.. Bad memories lead to bad anxiety, Not full blown...
- I didn't really know where else to put this and I suppose these thoughts are because of my anxiety anyway (I often times get paranoid about people deserting me, leaving me, abandoning me.. what have you) And i still have those fears in the...
- If you don't know what I'm referring to, I made another post about this about a week ago.. It was extremely detailed just because I was introducing myself :DI just.. I want to know, has anyone here been in an abusive (emotional or otherwise)...
- So let me explain..... December has been a very stressful and emotional month for me and a lot of stuff has happened, My mom was going through depression, my close friends mother passed away and I've been feeling the guilt of judging that woman so...
- Whenever i talk about my abusers or the past abuse i've been through, I kind of get this floating anxiety.. It never really latches on to me but it just stays there, it makes me nervous and scared.I know i need to talk about this stuff though or...
- Early 2009, I met a man online in a social site environment, there were forums and a chat and I also made some good friends there as well. This man and I talked one on one in chat, and then on an instant messenger.. He would always be very...
- I've been recently treated like crap because of some situations with friends, i feel hopeless.. like things won't get better and i keep remembering when i had an emotional breakdown in august because of it... I'm in a similar situation again and i'm...
- So about a week or two ago (I think i even made a post about this) I had allergies which caused post nasal drip.. It was disgusting and it made me feel icky all the time, When i ate it made it worse because it was dragging more mucus with it.....
- So lately i know i haven't been eating well, i either eat too much or too little or just not enough protein.. for a while there I had such a crappy diet that when i started getting more food in the house, i scarfed it down.. I would eat really fast...
- I've been feeling anxious lately, to the point of being unable to eat.. It's probably because of stress because we've not had a lot of food or money in the house, i've been dealing with personal issues with my friends and family and the inabilty to...
- If i get a stomach ache, Shortly after that I get anxious.. Especially if i start to think of the what ifs "What if this food is bad, what if this was expired, what if this doesn't agree with me, what if what if what if" I don't get stomach aches...
- How do you guys recover from those horrible panic attacks that have you balled up on the couch/bed for days at a time, I slowly sank into a depression because of stress and anxiety and I made myself physically sick, I was so scared that i would be...