michiev
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- I had a very long and emotional day today.. I woke up too early and I never have any breakfast food in the house (also not a breakfast food person anyway..) I couldn't get back to sleep and i felt very anxious.. and then later on my dad was taken...
- I feel very bad right now and I can't really explain the feeling I have, I'm on my time of the month (If anyone bitches about me sharing this kind of stuff and how "gross" it is, I swear to god I will lose it.. I am tired of coming on here and...
- I want to see my dad, dont get me wrong.. But i should stay home and clean because if it doesnt get done before he comes home, we have to rush it.. i dont wanna do that.. so I really do want to see him, but HCR is a very draining place to be at.....
- This afternoon I got a weird sensation, around about four thirty i started getting what seemed like a sinus headache and i don't normally get those.. I've been pretty anxious/ocd about the time and weather changes.. anyway it's a weird pressure in...
- I woke up early this morning feeling hungry, I fell back asleep a little while later and then when I woke up i was extremely anxious and nervous.. I was trying to call someone I like so that explains the nervousness.. I also had a dark chocolate...
- On tuesday night I had dinner.. But then later that night instead of eating something else for my hunger.. I overindulged on ice cream leading to a terrible stomach ache and a horrible sense of nausea/queasiness.. I eventually felt better after...
- have you ever had one of those days that just feels weird for no real reason that you can think of? Well i'm having one of those days right now.. For a while during the early afternoon it felt a little less intense but now as it's getting closer to...
- I have a problem where I overindulge with sweets.. I just ate too much of a very rich ice cream and then decided I needed to eat "real food" so i made cream cheese filled wontons.. That didn't help.. Cream cheese is so very rich.. I feel icky and...
- Over the weekend I've been doing well I'd like to believe, I got through some situations that would have normally made me completely break down.. I kept reminding myself that these things have happened before and I've been okay.. And that worked...
- I have a pretty bad fear of food posioning, Stomach aches and pains in that area are generally a trigger for me.. But what a lot of people don't know is that it can trigger anxiety in me even if it's someone else going through the pain.. It's half...
- But, when I don't eat right my flatulence seems to burn/sting a little more than normal.. It's a really weird sensation, It also tends to be more odorous.. The feeling goes away once I get back onto normal eating habits.. But i'm just worrying about...
- Whenever I have panic attacks (most of last week was high anxiety for me).. I always make it a point to "take better care of myself" because I know my diet sucks really bad lately, I keep stressing, I get impatient at friends and even angry if i...
- I have a lot on my mind right now, last week was bad for my mood and my diet.. I was binging on junk food pretty much.. I've been trying to do better this week and I think I have but sometimes I get this guilt that I don't eat enough (Today I had a...
- I don't exactly know when this started but I remember it being for a few years back at least.. I don't eat normally.. I have these rituals When I am eating alone and not with the family.. I have to separate myself from the plate of food.. I can not...
- I had a good day today, It was nice and relaxing except this one moment in the afternoon after I had just gotten finished eating a tuna fish sandwich.. I had either eaten too fast (I like to savor my food, not gulp it down) or I had eaten too many...