mysticrose

I'm pushing everyone away, soon I will be alone and then I can end it.  I have these voices in my head telling me that's the way to do it.  I've lost the kids AGAIN, second time and only get 2hrs...

I have my babies back and am going along ok, only the sex work left me an alcoholic.  so now i drink to forget the pain.   imjust not worthy of a life anymore 

im exhausted and dont see the point of going on.  i'm a sex worker, hate it, have 7 kids shared that i cant take care of on my own.  i'm supposed to be at uni but cant work all night then study, i...

im exhausted and dont see the point of going on.  i'm a sex worker, hate it, have 7 kids shared that i cant take care of on my own.  i'm supposed to be at uni but cant work all night then study, i...

My GP and psychologist think I Borderline Personality Disorder and now in mid December I'm being sent to a psychiatrist. My new man in my life who at times is sweet and caring has had it with my...

Life is pretty hectic here and I'm in pretty bad shape right now.  I have the beautiful 7 children to look after but still I feel so empty and alone.  I have a new partner and he is wonderful, but...

I've crashed today, knew it was coming, could feel it slowly building up and then it broke.  I don't know what to do now.  All I ever hear from people is how I could do things better, how what I...

I’m lost, I’m lonely, I’m broken, I’m badI’m missing in action, alone and so sadNo one can see me, am I even realSo what if I’m not, it’s not a big dealI’m demanding, I’m needy,...

I’m lost, I’m lonely, I’m broken, I’m badI’m missing in action, alone and so sadNo one can see me, am I even realSo what if I’m not, it’s not a big dealI’m demanding, I’m needy,...

im exhausted and dont see the point of going on.  i'm a sex worker, hate it, have 7 kids shared that i cant take care of on my own.  i'm supposed to be at uni but cant work all night then study, i...

My GP and psychologist think I Borderline Personality Disorder and now in mid December I'm being sent to a psychiatrist. My new man in my life who at times is sweet and caring has had it with my...

Life is pretty hectic here and I'm in pretty bad shape right now.  I have the beautiful 7 children to look after but still I feel so empty and alone.  I have a new partner and he is wonderful, but...

I've crashed today, knew it was coming, could feel it slowly building up and then it broke.  I don't know what to do now.  All I ever hear from people is how I could do things better, how what I...

I’m lost, I’m lonely, I’m broken, I’m badI’m missing in action, alone and so sadNo one can see me, am I even realSo what if I’m not, it’s not a big dealI’m demanding, I’m needy,...

I'm a real mess, I've taken two over doses in 8wks.  I don't see the point of life anymore.  I'm sick of being told that I'm strong, sick of being told that I'm incredible for everything that I...