I\'m feeling really bad today
I've crashed today, knew it was coming, could feel it slowly building up and then it broke. I don't know what to do now. All I ever hear from people is how I could do things better, how what I do upsets them, how they would prefer it if I did it this way or that way instead. Life isn't easy, there aren't instructions. I'm on my own now with 7 young children to care for since my ex walked out 8 months ago and I'm trying to get through each day as best as I can. I'm sick of hearing about all the bad stuff, I try and do what is best for everyone, I can't do everything and no one wants to help me. I couldn't even do much today. I'm really tired, emotionally and physically. I just want to sleep. I have no family support, I do it all on my own because I have no choice. I just don't want to deal with the world anymore. I want to be left alone, I want to be invisible.
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