Lost

I’m lost, I’m lonely, I’m broken, I’m badI’m missing in action, alone and so sadNo one can see me, am I even realSo what if I’m not, it’s not a big dealI’m demanding, I’m needy, I’m worthless and stillI long to be loved, to be belong if you willI’m at war with my thoughts and all that I knewI question who I was, who I am, what I do I move in slow motion, while the world rushes byNo one has time for the tears that I cryI don’t know where to direct all my painSo I punish myself again and againI didn’t ask for this life, I don’t want to be meI want to go back, oh please set me freeNo more can be said, no more can be doneAt the end of it all, I’m lost and they’ve won