cindy666
Status: Looking for a new beginning...
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- Me: "So you had no feelings at all for me over the six years or whatever it was? Just wondering and sorry to ask." Him: "Cindy We met and fucked. Then we continued to fuck. You’re married so for me we were / are two people that liked to fuck....
- Me: "So you had no feelings at all for me over the six years or whatever it was? Just wondering and sorry to ask." Him: "Cindy, We met and fucked. Then we continued to fuck. You’re married so for me we were / are two people that liked to fuck....
- I am someone who used to post here and told my sordid story in detail back then (circa 2012). I am a woman in a long-term marriage who had met a man who turned my world upside down. I fell hard for him; he is a narcissist who kept me on his string...
- It has been a very long time. I would like to be able to say that I have gotten my shit together but, sadly, that is not the case. Wondering if anyone is around to chat with...
- I have not been here in a long time. Been busy having fun and, I suppose, doing what I can to ruin my life. The chickens have finally come home to roost. I had loaned a large sum of money to a former lover. He was supposed to pay me back, but did...
- I ruminated over a msg to send my narc for days. (OCD does that to me...I wrote it, re-wrote it, decided I wouldn't send it...Finally, I had to send to send it to relieve my anxiety about it. OCD 'quirks' can take up a great deal of time) I know it...
- I lied to myself. I thought I was being so strong, not reacting when he ignored me, not crying etc. Well, tonight he was publicly and outrageously flirting with someone else in a Facebook group that I am also a member of (and he could see that I was...
- I was doing so well. Little contact for a few weeks. Almost ready to move on. Then somehow I ended up in his bed. This is only the second time ever. Most of our sex has been online and phone. Now I am back to square one and he is back to ignoring my...
- I have been keeping to my journal to write about my convoluted sex life, but had an experience yesterday that I found very weird. I met a male friend for lunch. We have known each other for 30 years. Back when we first met, he did want to date me,...
- Yes, it does feel that way. I am anxiously awaiting a text from my lover. I don't know if he can see me today, so I have no idea whether said text will come or not. I am jittery, antsy, preoccupied. Fighting the urge to text him myself. Getting very...
- I cancelled the appointment at the sex clinic. I don't know if I want to quit and I don't know if I can face it. I am chatting with two other men from a dating site who want to meet me. I am afraid to meet them and afraid not to. I am sure that...
- All the 'rules' that you read state that women should not initiate texting very often. I am too old for rules, so I text when I want, though certainly not excessively...once or twice...and then I wait for a response. Often, this never comes. I am...
- She did...
- Sigh...I am not here to find new cyber sex partners. Sorry.
- Finally chatted with my OM today. Nice long chat and then we arranged to get together. He told me how he would like me to dress. I accommodated his requests. I drove to our meeting place and waited. I got a text saying he would be late. Then I got a...