Lonewolf363

Things are ok. I am on the slenda slenda diet. I like it as a sub, it is tasty, and they have a knock off brand in yellow. Not bad for a first timer on this new kick. time will tell. The inner beast...

Today I was in tears, I admitt, sadnes and dispair were like an old towl you keep around. I swalloed some salty tears, and went to my doctor, and told him everything about the diabneties, and what...

Today I will go on to change my medications. It may help to boost my mood by a stabler and I am willing to let my doc have a go at the adhd medication thearpy again. My brains are like mush lately...

just breathe remember where i came from.

Since I'm like so shiftless n laxy I decided today I will seize the moment and get something done. Our washer has  been broken down, and lately I been feeling used out. My x has so much drama, that...

I canlt believe that as a recovered cutter for 35  years, that i have to cause myselkf pain with needkles to fight diabeties, I told my doctor i been a recovered arm cutter slice n dicer n the...

I dont care what it takes.

I look back at some of my writings, and how I've grown into a fine lady. I think so highly of myself that I am not ashamed to say I have a mentall Illness. I have fabulous coping skills, and I have...

I'm very frustrated and sad today. I've been trying my coping skills, but when I'm like blah its like blah. I can't concentrate. I'm getting urges to self harm. It has been over twenty years, I I am...

Now that I am armed with the proper coping skills I see that the erratic behavior I had towards myself was not at all what it should have been. It grew as I grew. I learned how to take control of it,...

When I was a child in seventy two, I caused myself bodily harm. I would burn metal and put it on my skin. It started as a result of a disfunctional home. My father was in recovery for alcholizm. I...

CHange it is the most difficult word. Changes are necessary in life I believe. Without change progress cannot be made. Sometimes change is needed. Sometimes too much change can really be overwhelming...

Dealing with a new disease like diabeties is bringing back bad memories of being a cutter. I never forgot. I was so deeply in pain the only way I could feel anything was to hurt myself. Now I know...

Sorry It's been a bit since I signed on. I've been dealing with a new disease, as if being mentally ill isn't enough. I am a recovering cutter, most of you know. I have been clean for twenty one...

One day at at a time.