Lonewolf363

Soon I will depart. To retrieve thearpy to begin living a life outside of my home. I will builld this safe place in life. It will begin in one year. I will do it everything I can to share, and say...

In my journey I am learning many things. I stop slow down, and relax a moment."Did the doctor take responsibility for me yet?" I asked in a professional tone."Nothing yet, Heidi, but if he said he...

I have a tough butchlke appearence. I have a good sence of style, I love my hair, and I like to think good thoughts about me, because it helps my self asteem. I like to use a piece of silk like from...

THat that is the reason I am healing so fast. Friends are working in the backround forme to heal from abuse. I am feeling their working souls warming mine and wanting me to feel safe. I always do...

THe urges gone, laughing at an insane picture of my sister. The shook up of the past gone, with the future being as it is, changed new, bright, and happy. WHen I get out of real pain. You know what I...

Thoughts like that are faded in the distance. I want to live, even if I suffer. There is a reason for everything. One day I will rise up above a crowded rented hall, and say,"My name is HEidi, and...

I turn up the stereo.......Black is the color of my true love's hair........I just have to hang in there till Monday if not it's er to the end!

ANd this is how it went. think it sounds like pluracy. A crew meember who works here just got over something nasty and decided to pass it on to me. SO on top of dealing with my neglected I suffer...

Is vicodan or darvocet better to take under this because he can't call in stronger without my payng a bundle for it so those are my choices who has chronic pain that either has worked for? please...

"SO what is your diagnonsence now?" This time I hesitate, giving her something to think about. "Are you on dope? Inquiring minds need to know." My diagnosis doesn't change from doctor to Doctor...

I`'m doing imaginary  dancs around the apartment I feel so much better. ButIm taking causion.I haven't slept in nearly two days from pain, and I'm really not tired at all. I think I will color for...

I'm concerned for his well being. I think he wants to give up, and I made it clear that he cannot use the suicide word around me, or he will loose me. He's given up hope, and I was always so proud of...

SO I went in for chronic pain. We both decided twenty milligrams a day one of those all day things, once twice daily morphine tabs. Only my pharmacy doesn't carry it. And thanks to my loving caring...

Look at my new uploaded pictures. I thank you all. Especially Chronicl, and Coolwaterbaby, not to mension every single ds member who's messaged me in the past just to check in. Thank you These are...

I study human behavior. How they behave, how they act under crisis situations. How they are with their children, how they are at work, and how they are when alone almost. Because for years and years...