Lonewolf363

When that teacher publicly humiliated me, by tossing my desk over to the entire class, making me a messy example, had me running away from school at the age of ten, out of pure utter embarassment....

I know I can accomplish anything I set my mind to, as long as it is the best I got, and if you want more. Tough. Too bad, cause that's all I got is my best. Not always at my best, in times of...

When it happens I will be with the family, and I will attend the viewing.

My cousin or aunt is dying. Pray she goes quickly and easy into the gates of where she believes. She was a good woman who always took care of her son. He is so lost without her already she she is...

Gee could this be a venting post? Yes. It must be call Heidi and scream at her day. On top of that I am nursing myself out of  aserious head cold, and I can't shake it. I made a doctor's appointment...

I have a cold and am da*n miserable keep your distance please.

I just foudn out, because it was a crime scene. It looked as if I had been attacked, adn they were checking to protect me from the law, because I had weed in my house, and I was high, but not on that...

  I made my landlord do his responbsibilityas a landlord and a boss figure in my life, to get this done to make HEidi feel safe. I finally am warm cuddly and safe in my home sweet home. GOd bless...

Is be myself.

Is be myself.

If you lived the way I do, You wouldn't think twice to ask a question like why don't you work? BEcause I am phisically and mentally handicaped and I have nothing to proove. I am what I am. I love...

I broke out of the cycle and learned. Now it's time to teach.To train to teach.

When that happens I shut down. I can't let out my feelings cool. So I turn to the objects that make me feel good. . I color, I read, I movie with Disney and sing alongs to feel better. I brush my...

Because after over a lifetime of suffering I can finally end my autobiography by saying the words..........The end., And Self puplish  or just continue publishing here, because the goal of the book...

But it never lasts very long.