Tidying up is hard to do

Since I'm like so shiftless n laxy I decided today I will seize the moment and get something done. Our washer has  been broken down, and lately I been feeling used out. My x has so much drama, that I am done with him....I said Stick a forrk in me im done. I eben seeing soneone. I really love him since I was a kid. Ive always loved him. Even when I hated him I loved him for years we been really ready to be open with each other againa nd it is wonderfulful. Maybe I wont discuss it further but its given me reason to fight this diabeties as agressivly with cioping skills as it does hurt to cause myself pain to bleed, it bothers me. Thank gods it doesn't bother my new old lover. Im just happy as a clam. Im willing to do battle with anything nothing is gonna beat me down today. Im gonna go girl!!!