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- i had the strangest, most intense dream last night. a man was searching for me, he was only going to come at night for me, i kept hiding in the house and using the dogs to let me know if he showed up. there was something abouth running through the...
- i had the strangest, most intense dream last night. a man was searching for me, he was only going to come at night for me, i kept hiding in the house and using the dogs to let me know if he showed up. there was something abouth running through the...
- chris and Sue are home. This is going to be a long month. I have already reminded him about getting a job. He still hasn’t gotten one yet. And really doesn’t seem to be to bothered by this. As my Christmas present, my mom gave him $100 to give...
- this year hasn't been too bad. i have finally started hanging out w/friends again, i am doing well at work, and i am succeeding in school. on new years eve, i "put out into the universe", i am ready for a boyfriend and to date. then, who do i see on...
- what am i supposed to do with the bordem?
- another semi-uneventful day. He slept until about 2 again. Showered, dressed, and left. Never cleaned up the bathroom w/out being told. Never put his comforter in the washing machine w/o being told. When I reminded him to do it today, he looked at...
- for the past week, i have felt this overwhelming need for a good nights rest. almost as though i would wake, and i will have better coping skills. i would be able to stick up for myself against my family, i would see when men are being cheeky and...
- yesterday was ok again. I actually got an I love you before he left to hang out w/friends. There is still no job, and he only does his tasks when he is reminded (his clothes are still on the bathroom floor after his shower from today). This kinda of...
- I also suffer from PTSD d/t controlling parents. My father is verbally and emotionally abusive to my mother. i did not figure this out until i was in my mid 30's. My mother was also controlling when we were younger. i finally realized that she...
- so i am reaching the fun stage of recovery where i have trouble sleeping. i have been so used to "whatever" putting me to sleep, and i no longer have that option. meditation is ok, but then i am alone w/my thoughts; and they are usually pretty...
- yesterday wasn’t too bad. Nate has been cleaning the bathroom & kitchen before he leaves w/o retaliation/comment. The problem is…what do I do when he won’t do the task I am requiring him to do? There is nothing to take away and he won’t...
- yesterday started out uneventful. He slept until 2ish and then he went out w/Justin to “look for jobs again.” So far, neither of them have been able to find jobs!! I have been severely depressed since Saturday. After Sheila “helped me realize...
- --- I really hope Nate is being serious about Dunkin Donuts. When I asked Nate if he was really getting the job, he said “well I wasn’t going to figuratively get a job,” slammed the front door and left. I received the parent mgmt book in the...
- I realized last night that I need emotional karate!! If this was physical abuse, I would use regular karate to defend myself; but since Nate likes to mess w/my head, I need emotional karate. I found out that K** let J**** move back home yesterday. I...
- ---- I do not know what to do/say when Nathaniel responds sarcastically. I do not feel that I should respond, it won’t get anywhere. He is just trying to bait me into an argument, which he probably already “had in his head.” But, by not...