this year hasn't been too bad. i have finally started hanging out w/friends again, i am doing well at work, and i am succeeding in school. on new years eve, i "put out into the universe", i am ready for a boyfriend and to date. then, who do i see on facebook, but an ex. he has a history of alcohol abuse, manic depression, and is completely emtionally unavailable. i am searching for the answer as to why the universe put him back in my life.
with PTSD, i still get those aweful flashbacks of situations that made me uncomfortable. i literally cringe when i get these flashbacks. i thought i was supposed to forgive the people i had these interactions with. but am i supposed to be forgiving myself? allowing myself to make mistakes? god for bid i don't do everything perfectly !!!!!
are these flashbacks about me or the person i had the interaction with?
i click on their avi in my 'friends' list.see? this may be happening to others AND it is a glitch!it nearly hurt my feelings and very badly too.i am aware there is a glitch like this though - because it has been happening to me, rather a lot. if it happens to you? be sure to double check your friends list before you let your feelings hurt. big hugs
I diced 2 white onions. Cut up about a pound of beef into quarter sized pieces and sauteed them.Then added 5 carrots, sliced1/2 green cabbage1 28 oz can of diced tomatoesabout 4 cups beef stockSimmer about 90 minutes...salt and pepper to taste...easy.