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I had to go to the hospital today to fire my urologist and while I was there I ran into Dr.Koopot. He was Jeff's heart surgeon for 25 years. We shared an elevator ride together. I thanked him for 25...

Well, it's 11:26pm. I think we can say now that I have lived through year # 3. That's all I have to say about that. Jerome was WONDERFUL! If you ever get a chance to, please go and if you come to...

I will put on my green face because it is Monday. Tomorrow Mikey and I will be in Jerome without a computer. The next day will be Jeff's angel day. Need I say more?

I have been with my company now for over 5 years and today is the 5 year lunch at Claimjumper. I am officially off of my diet today and will eat whatever I want. Bread pudding here I come!...

Jeff is still dead. Does anything else really matter? Sadly, the answer is yes. Other things, other people must matter to me now. I have spent 28 years making sure Jeff was my number 1 priority. Even...

My back hurts too much to sit at this puter any longer tonight. Love you all and I'm fine. I'm just gonna take a pill and watch a movie. Goodnight.

I had an MRI for the back doctor today and found it VERY comforting! I loved it! About an hour after the test my kidney started hurting and hasn't stopped yet. Urologist thinks I'm having...

I did make it through the wedding and it was ok that I cried because everyone cries at weddings! Nobody knew. You were all right. Nobody knew! And...I love Hawaiian food and the people are awesome...

My computer is messing up right now so I'm just checking in to say hello. I's very slow and is whining like it's gonna blow up. I actually felt the earth quake yesterday. Strange. Maybe my puter got...

I explained to my hubby that the reason I am standoffish with his son and the babies and pregnancy thing and the wedding is because it makes me too depressed. I will never see Jeff get married. Never...

For Jeffrey Jerome Fleckenstein's angelday My hubby and I will take a two day vacation to the Jerome Grand Hotel in Jerome, AZ.  I named Jeff after this used to be ghost town that is now pretty...

As the angel day gets nearer I have begun to get a hold of myself. Do I really have to do this every year? The tee shirt I was wearing in San Diego, the Mickey Mouse one I have decided will retire...

Ispent amuch needed weekendin Prescott withmy sonsand sister! Ifeelsooooo much better!!!!!

I have an idea. It's just an idea right now and I don't know how to get it done but here it is... We could write a book. All of us, one book. It would be a how to book. How to love a mother who has...

More stupidity from me yesterday. Today I feel somewhat better. Back to work, which isa very good thing. A very green thing!!! I can get my mind off of this home situation and help people. I love...