ColleenF

I went to the ER yesterday with chest pain again. My heart is fine, my lungs are fine and they can't figure out what the problem is. They kept me overnight for observation. They observed me feeling...

I miss Jeff more with each passing day. I don't feel like I can talk about Jeff to many people. When I speak his name I feel like I can see people cringe just a little. Like they would rather I...

I've been having a hard time lately. Can't figure out what set me off but I've been finding it hard to be nice to people. I don't like very many people and the ones that I used to just not care much...

I am still not receiving emails like I should. Any ideas?

I work for a transportation company. We specialize in the transportation of seriously mentally ill people. We take people to facilities who are in crisis situations, then once they are no longer in...

 Man, have I been missing Jeff tonight. It seems like so long ago that he was with me. Sometimes ot all seems like a dream. His whole existence, just a dream. How can this be?  My husband and I are...

  Yesterday was my birthday. I'm 43. They threw me a party at work complete with pizza, cup cakes and singing. It was fun!. My husband brought me flowers and a Coldstone Creamery cake. It was a good...

   Have I told you all lately that I love you? I need each and every one of you so much. Here we are, We made it through another Mother's Day. Hmmm. I was certainthat this broken heart of mine...

A co-worker asked me "How are you today?" To which I answered, "Fine, thanks, How are you?" Seems simple enough, right? No. Then she said, "You know, Colleen, you say all the right words, but there's...

   I did it. I made it through yesterday! And I did it without valium or ativan! I had my 2 sons and my husband with me. Last night we went out for coffee with Jeff's half brother and stepmother....

My baby is dead now one year today. It's a sad, sad day.

I guess I'm on the official count down. March 28th Jeff was called for his heart transplant. March 29th he got it. April 21st he died. It was a long, slow, painful death. If I had known then what I...

Yes, the doc is pretty sure I'm just stressed to the gills. He medicated me further. Hope you all are doing well.

A co-worker asked me "How are you today?" To which I answered, "Fine, thanks, How are you?" Seems simple enough, right? No. Then she said, "You know, Colleen, you say all the right words, but there's...

   I did it. I made it through yesterday! And I did it without valium or ativan! I had my 2 sons and my husband with me. Last night we went out for coffee with Jeff's half brother and stepmother....