ColleenF

Michael and I had a fight. Evidently I act as if I'm the only one who lost Jeff. Oh, and I USE the loss of my son for an excuse to spend money that I do not have and go on vacation. After spending...

August 2nd seems like a long time away but it is not. Not really and I don't hurt right now. Haven't for a few days now, it's just creepy. Anyway, it went back in. Michael threw away Jeff's ID card....

My bladder is now showing out of my coochie. F-ing wonderful. Doc said he knew that would happen and that I'll be fine. PS. If this sort of thing is innappropriate please don't read my journals for...

Jeff got mail today. I opened it. Jeff has been gone for 3 years now and I hold in my hand a college identification card for the 2010 summer session! Yeah Jeffy! I have lived in this house for almost...

When I got home from work today Tony was here! We had a wonderful visit and he said he would be here for surgery. All is right with the world!

Surgery is scheduled for August 2nd. The hag has still not answered any of my questions, she said she would call me back tomorrow for that but I called her 4 times today and she had to schedule it to...

Today I ate like a bulimic without the throwing up. Nervous, wonderful gorging. I made peanut butter and jelly cheesecake. It was an awful recipe though and I will have to toss it out. Fried chicken...

I don't know how else to say this. My coochie hurts. Inappropriate for this venue, I know but it does. Today's test proved that my ailment is with not only my bladder but also with the uterus and...

STAY AWAY FROM WEB MD AND NEVER EVER GOOGLE YOUR SURGERY BEFORE YOU HAVE IT!!! I just watched the surgery online and it made me hurl all over my bedroom. HELP I cannot do this.

Please pray for Kelly. It would be wrong of me to go into detail but she lost her 1 month old baby and is in a real bad way right now. Many many prayers are needed. Thank you.

I fired my mammogram people today. Very empowering! I made an ass out of myself but it was worth it. Twice while my boob was in the vise men who work at the radiology place walked into the room to...

Yesterday I did the hardest thing I've done in a very long time. I went to the funeral of a 1 month old baby. I gave mom the card with the DS info in it and I really hope she reaches out to us. The...

Today it happened again. Another mom lost her daughter. Kelly (mom) is a friend of my niece. I am hoping to meet with her soon and bring her here to you. My niece called me today and asked if I could...

I just read Teri's post about Barbara. I need to to take a step back for a moment to pray. Please join me.

Please stop stressing about the date. You all are so funny! I'm fine. Tonight is another kind of date. My son Jake is taking me to see Cheech & Chong. Yeah!!! My son Tony is moving to my mom's...