ColleenF

Ok, so I was called into work today at 7:45am. That is not the bad part because my electric bill will be about $400. this month and I can use the overtime. The bad part is this. The person I'm...

SOMEBODY from DS got into facebook. (She knows who she is) On facebook I have found relatives that I never knew existed. This has been such a positive expirience for me that I want to share it. If...

This has been a good weekend. Today Jake watched a movie with me and that almost never happens. That was always Jeff's job. For the last 2 years Jeff's shoes have been empty but more and more lately...

FYI Sometimes I use my bra as a pocket. I'm sure many of us do. I put my cell phone in there so that it is close to my ear and I cannot hear it in my purse. My friend Terry, who has breast cancer...

When Jeff was in middle school he wrote a very long short story and turned it in as an English assignment. The story was about a vampire who had to feast on his mother because she was the last mortal...

My little brother's wife has cancer. Lymphatic melanoma. 3 more inoperable tumors have now been found. She lives in Michigan and has to go to Washington DC for testing to see if she qualifies for a...

I love you all so much. Thank you for being here. My emails are back.

Let me start by saying that I miss you all greatly. I am still not receiving emails. I'm working on it. I miss Jeff very much right now. Sometimes I can feel him near me but I have not felt him for...

I have not been recieving emails again. I hate this. I need you all.

Jeff's step mother came to visit. I got custody of her when she divorced Jeff's dad.That so far has been the highlight of my week. She is a snowbird and lives in Arizona for 6 weeks and Montana for...

Can you believe I blanking gained weight? Blank! My doctor told me that I would gain wieght when I stopped smoking. Um. Yeah, I started smoking again but have stopped for one month now. I haven't let...

Today is a good day. I am happy and ativaned. Earlier today I just felt rage in me. Happy ativan More later.

Tomorrow I will spend with my friend Terry, shopping for things she will need after surgery. They told her to buy some sports bras. This I do not understand. I can't wait to spend time with her but...

I will be out of town and away from my computer until Wednesday. Tuesday id Jeff's angel day and my husband is taking me on a mini tour of Arizona just like last year. The desert is so beautiful it...