ColleenF

Today is my 10th wedding anniversary. Oh my goodness did we fight this morning. Screaming and crying and the angry bit. Good thing it only lasted forabout 30 minutes. Then we had the whole rest of...

   I had a good weekend. I went to see a scary movie with my son. Quarentine. I din't usually watch the scary ones but this was pretty good. Jake came home and put 3 scary movies in the coffee...

I'm having a better day today. Did a lot of laughing at work. I love days like this. So rare. Things got rough with having to deal with an injury accident. It's so hard for the dispatcher because we...

I'm having a better day today. Did a lot of laughing at work. I love days like this. So rare. Things got rough with having to deal with an injury accident. It's so hard for the dispatcher because we...

I'm having a better day today. Did a lot of laughing at work. I love days like this. So rare. Things got rough with having to deal with an injury accident. It's so hard for the dispatcher because we...

I'm having a better day today. Did a lot of laughing at work. I love days like this. So rare. Things got rough with having to deal with an injury accident. It's so hard for the dispatcher because we...

I'm having a better day today. Did a lot of laughing at work. I love days like this. So rare. Things got rough with having to deal with an injury accident. It's so hard for the dispatcher because we...

I'm having a better day today. Did a lot of laughing at work. I love days like this. So rare. Things got rough with having to deal with an injury accident. It's so hard for the dispatcher because we...

Today is 18 months. 18 months of hell on earth. I still miss Jeffrey more and more every day. I need him to come back. I'm not in favor of going with him...but if that's what it takes, I'd go.

Today is 18 months. 18 months of hell on earth. I still miss Jeffrey more and more every day. I need him to come back. I'm not in favor of going with him...but if that's what it takes, I'd go.

Life is good to me today! I bought a lawn mower and thought I would spend the day tomorrow mowing the lawn but my hubby did it first! Yeah! It's still a little too hot in Phoenix for that. I love...

I love you all.

Sthrnbell48 captured it on my last journal. I have been wondering why I freak out so badly when I run across somthing of Jeff's when it actually makes me happy to have his things around. She said...

I am unpacking boxes today. Still nowhere near done. I came across this box that tore my heart right out of my chest. I know this for sure because my chest hurt so bad I was having trouble breathing....

I woke this morning from dreams. My old demons were after me. I used to drink too much and do some other things I should not have ever done. I sometimes have dreams about these things that scare me...