SendInTheClowns
Status: I'd like to shoot the person who said, "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." See how strong you feel after that!
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Tuesday Oct 12Last night as I was digging through things trying to find my rings, thinking that possibly I had just missed them earlier, and I came to the realization that my only 2 nice neck chains...
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Last week was truly one of the worst weeks I can remember having in a very long time and this week isn't looking to be much of an improvement. There is too much to write, so I'm going to break it...
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....for I don't love (want, need) you anymore.... I have a secret to confess… I’m a "hoarder." Okay, well, I’m not anywhere NEAR as bad as the people featured on those shows. I’ve never...
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I DO NOT F***ING BELIEVE THIS!!!!! I just had the day from hell. I drove over 100 miles today, that's about 3 hours, between going to work and transporting children around all evening...
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"...I never found anyone to fulfill my needs...A lonely place to be..."
Posted by: SendInTheClownsMy current therapist told me that he thinks I'm a hell of a LOT of fun and that it's being wasted on a man who doesn't appreciate it. Kind of on the order of having a Ferrari that you never drive. I... -
Thirty years ago today my husband and I got married. That makes today our 30th Wedding Anniversary. It should be an event. It should be celebrated as a "landmark" with a party or at least a...
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...everyone else's that is. It has been really difficult for me to write lately. I've been on auto-pilot for so long now that I probably couldn't "fly solo" if I wanted to. If I actually...
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Aw, to hell with it! I'll take ANYBODY!I turn the GPS on in my car for the long ride home from work every day just to have company. There are some days, like today, when my GPS talks to me more...
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I feel like some kind of traitor around here. I keep reading about husbands or wives who cheat or get tired of the marriage and want out. I feel like I’M the one who’s at fault in that way in...
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The problem with taking one small step at a time is that it takes forever to get to your destination. I've been taking small steps forward for quite a while. Unfortunately I end up taking even...
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When I came up with the idea of giving all my journal entries the titles or partial lyrics of songs, I thought I was being soooo clever. I'm finding however, that the songs then become embedded in...
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Have you ever had so much going on in your brain that all the thoughts stumble all over each other to get out and end up blocking the door? That's how I've been feeling lately. Or maybe it's all...
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...actually, not, I'm not on the "highway" because I already arrived there a looonnngggg time ago! Sometimes I think if I died and went to Hell I would be hard pressed to know the difference! I...
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It's funny how when you're a child, you pretty much take life at face value. You take what you get for a family and think it's "normal". It took me years in therapy to understand that not only...
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Today I thought I would clarify the vague statement in my profile referring to my husband's decision that we're separated.March 31, 2002, after way too many years in a house that was too small (and...
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