SendInTheClowns
Status: I'd like to shoot the person who said, "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." See how strong you feel after that!
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Well. Here I am, a year and a half later and not much closer to divorce—much to my husband’s chagrin I might add. We tried one mediator, only to quickly realize that he was more of a...
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I am beginning to realize oh, so many things. Tidbits of wisdom flash into my consciousness like bolts of lightening and I am shocked that I didn't see these things sooner, or it's like part of me...
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Through my son's death nearly a year ago, I've come to learn many things about the metaphysical world aside from the fact of its existence. One of the major lessons I've learned is that there is no...
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There is so much I want to write. So much I need to say. But when I try to put the feelings into words, language fails me. I have experienced such loss in a three month period of time, followed...
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This is a really horrible thing to say, but sometimes I find myself wishing that my two oldest kids would just go ahead and die so I can stop dreading it. I want to start grieving their deaths...
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Tuesday Oct 12Last night as I was digging through things trying to find my rings, thinking that possibly I had just missed them earlier, and I came to the realization that my only 2 nice neck chains...
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Last week was truly one of the worst weeks I can remember having in a very long time and this week isn't looking to be much of an improvement. There is too much to write, so I'm going to break it...
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....for I don't love (want, need) you anymore.... I have a secret to confess… I’m a "hoarder." Okay, well, I’m not anywhere NEAR as bad as the people featured on those shows. I’ve never...
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I DO NOT F***ING BELIEVE THIS!!!!! I just had the day from hell. I drove over 100 miles today, that's about 3 hours, between going to work and transporting children around all evening...
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My current therapist told me that he thinks I'm a hell of a LOT of fun and that it's being wasted on a man who doesn't appreciate it. Kind of on the order of having a Ferrari that you never drive. I...
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Thirty years ago today my husband and I got married. That makes today our 30th Wedding Anniversary. It should be an event. It should be celebrated as a "landmark" with a party or at least a...
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...everyone else's that is. It has been really difficult for me to write lately. I've been on auto-pilot for so long now that I probably couldn't "fly solo" if I wanted to. If I actually...
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Aw, to hell with it! I'll take ANYBODY!I turn the GPS on in my car for the long ride home from work every day just to have company. There are some days, like today, when my GPS talks to me more...
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I feel like some kind of traitor around here. I keep reading about husbands or wives who cheat or get tired of the marriage and want out. I feel like I’M the one who’s at fault in that way in...
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The problem with taking one small step at a time is that it takes forever to get to your destination. I've been taking small steps forward for quite a while. Unfortunately I end up taking even...
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