beaniesgirl

Today is another day...Not too sure of it being a good day. I am so very sad today. I cannot really even put it on a scale. So bad, good...who knows?Dad and his wife are here to visit for the next 2...

When I signed in last night I was surprised by someone responding to a journal entry. I don't know why God puts people in my path, but it was exactly what I needed at that moment. I don't know what...

Yesterday started out like any other day...the "new normal" I guess you'd call it. Got up, drank my husband's muddy coffee and started my day.Since mom's death I am faced with running the household...

My husband has found a full time job! This is a first in almost 2 years. It wasn't so bad when Mom was still here because his was the supplemental money to pay unforseen bills and such...or so I...

Things in my world may not be wonderful all the time but they are NEVER boring! My brother cannot bring himself to speak to me. I am not sure why but I am not going to bully it out of him either. He...

Today is the Glorious "One Year" mark. She left us one year ago after a 70 year battle with life!I am absolutely numb about this whole thing. I look around me and I have not progressed at all. When I...

She gets to have it with God and her dad and husband. Maybe they will play cards or something. She got to meet her grandbabies that didn't make it to Earth. She doesn't have to worry about anything.A...

I am barely hanging on right now. Not really holding anything together at all. Oh I am trying, but not succeeding at all. I am behind on my Utilities and I am now facing a sizeable car repair or I...

I had the priveledge of meeting a remarkable soul here. She had a beauty she didn't realize. She'd lived a difficult life in her short years on Earth. She had been abused and molested, she had lost...

This week I begin a 8 week weight loss contest at work. There are two others on my team and we're equally unmotivated. I don't know if I can do this. Money is tight and it's difficult to eat properly...

The changes at work are well under way. I wish I had felt more comfortable speaking to my boss before I finally did. I have been struggling in the position I had for 2 years. Sometimes working 60...

Just got word that my Dad and his Wife will be paying us a brief visit next weekend. They can't bring presents, like that's what we want anyways) but they want to take us out for a nice dinner while...

Today is Thanksgiving for my Mom's Mom. We are going to bring her home for the first time since she moved to the Nursing home last year. We couldn't do this on Thursday because of the weather. She...

This week I was finally given a timeline on the changes in my job. I am going back to an hourly Customer Service rep from being a Team leader in the same group. I need this change so badly. I am a...

During a long overdue conversation with a family member this weekend, I found that my dad has not changed his heart in the least. My paternal grandparents are living in an assisted living complex in...