beaniesgirl

I had the priveledge of meeting a remarkable soul here. She had a beauty she didn't realize. She'd lived a difficult life in her short years on Earth. She had been abused and molested, she had lost...

This week I begin a 8 week weight loss contest at work. There are two others on my team and we're equally unmotivated. I don't know if I can do this. Money is tight and it's difficult to eat properly...

The changes at work are well under way. I wish I had felt more comfortable speaking to my boss before I finally did. I have been struggling in the position I had for 2 years. Sometimes working 60...

Just got word that my Dad and his Wife will be paying us a brief visit next weekend. They can't bring presents, like that's what we want anyways) but they want to take us out for a nice dinner while...

Today is Thanksgiving for my Mom's Mom. We are going to bring her home for the first time since she moved to the Nursing home last year. We couldn't do this on Thursday because of the weather. She...

This week I was finally given a timeline on the changes in my job. I am going back to an hourly Customer Service rep from being a Team leader in the same group. I need this change so badly. I am a...

During a long overdue conversation with a family member this weekend, I found that my dad has not changed his heart in the least. My paternal grandparents are living in an assisted living complex in...

We were two peas in a pod. My family split apart then and I am a fixer. I became mom's friend as well as her daughter. Funny it was that age because she left us when my daughter was a little bit past...

I find this whole experience amazing...just nt in a good way. It's now been 5 months and 2 weeks since my Mom died. I can honestly say that things are no better for me at this point than they were in...

My bestie since 1981, sent her mom home to our lord last night at 8:05 central time. It was not as unexpected as my mom, but very sudden. They had her in the ICU overnight and thought they had her...

Well, both my kids and my step son are back to school now! 2 of them are in college at varying levels, and one is in 3rd grade as of today.Still not sure how I am supposed to be doing with this. Mom...

My husband is going to try and limit my time on the computer. I was told in a very angry tone at the top of his voice that he's done with me spending 5 hours a day on this damned thing! I looked at...

Everything is a struggle now. Every breath I seem to have to beg out of my body. Unsure why. Assuming it's the grief. I have to say that this shit sucks! There aren't enough sucks minus indicatrs on...

It was another day. I got up...without my mom. I got ready and went to work and wasn't quite myself. I'm normally not myself these days. I really am struggling with everything that has landed in my...

So I tried to have a good day. I really did try!It wasn't half bad until my hubby woke me up an hour early! I had planned to sleep in and he didn't remember I was off today. :( Then the requests...